This was written before my last surgery...I am praying to God things will get better

Pain - Alone

No one can feel as much as I feel…
Alone and in Pain…

As the dark walls close in…
Voices get louder…
Pain sinks in like needles…
Hurting every second I’m alive…
More and more I feel…
Alone…

Never escape this torture…
Never will…

I feel as if I’ve been screaming for a thousand lifetimes…
With no answer…
Morbid angel can not help me…
Black crow can not carry me…
Soul of a man will not exchange his own for mine…

Wings of death surround me…
Punishment for being so cold and cruel…
Death waits patiently for the hunt…
For my sanity.

that is pretty dark, I like it.

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thank you, my friend

a million voices cry out, why should we have died?
our mothers and their backers, said we did not live they lied
they're where those who would have raised us, who could not have a child
but you spewed us from your body as if we where just bile

A vacume suctioned out my leg, my brains and last my arm, yet you had the audacity to say you did no harm.
Now you lay upon your bed and you cry out in pain, you beg God for his mercies but your voice cries out in vain.

For me to even have a life, I needed nine months of yours
but you only thought of yourself as you went through the abortion clinic doors
I could have had a husband or wife, I could have had your love
the only concilation is I'm with the father up above

Femenists all they care about is the womans rights, But mama I'm at your mercy morning, noon and night.
But now life has gone full circle as you cry out in pain, it seems so never ending your tear drops fall like rain

Revenge is a desert best served cold, so no mercy can be found
pain will be unleashed on you, till they stick you in the ground
But if you think that this pain is bad wait till you get where you'll dwell
This is just a preview of what you'll get in hell.



Ya know Thumbtack I feel bad for ya I really do, but your views have been so cold and selfish in the name of this thing you call femenism, and you have shown no regard at all for the fact that abortion deprives a chance at life, the line of a woman has a right to do what she wants with her body is not going to hold much weight with the guy you now cry out for mercy too.

It works well in American courts, but in Gods court, it deprives a child a chance at life, all in the name of womens rights.

What ever happened to women anyway? Real women, the one who would lay her life down for her child, not fight for her right to kill that child.

I'm not saying you have ever had a abortion Thumbtack and I am not saying that, but you advo***e it, you fight for a cause and belief that allows it, over 40,000,000 babies have been aborted since roe vs wade back in 1973, and it just rises by thousands across the country every day.

God is not a femenist Thumbtack, in fact he specifically tells women to obey their husbands, the one you cry out to mercy too you fight against his will.

I wonder Thumbtack what if the Lord came down to you and spoke to you personally?

What if he asked you why do you disobey my word, why do you fight for others to kill my innocent babies?

What if he said I will end your pain if you will turn from your sin and pride and be willing to obey me. If he said you must recant your belief in feminism, in abortion, you must obey your husband and submit yourself to him, if you will do all of this your pain will be relieved.

Would you do it? Could you do it?

Ya see I don't think so, Just the thought of obeying Gods word and submitting yourself to a man I believe is beyond your ability.

Femenism is Satanic and it has put a wedge between men and women and it has caused the deaths of millions of unborn children, but most of all it has put a wedge between many women and God.

I believe God would lift your pain if you would be willing to follow him, but I don't believe he will while you fight against his will.

Submit Viking

Ya know the other day I was pissed at you but I could not figure out why fenian would "Hate" you so much that he would wish pain on you, I don't like ya never did but wishing pain was a little bit much until today.

My daughter is 19 and 6 months pregnant and you told her, that her best choice was to Maim herself when she asked for adviceconcerning her fiance and her baby and where to live.

You guys really beat that litt.le girl up didn't ya.

Well now I understand how fenian can wish pain on you. May your surgery swell, may the pain only increase, may your doctors find no possible treatment or pain reliever that will allow you one moments peace you bitch.

May your wound turn yellow and then ganggreen.

May you have to be sickened by the smell of your own rotting flesh!

While all of this happens to scum like you may my beautiful daughter have only happiness with my beautiful granddaughter.

VIKING

do you know what it is lik to carry a child maimed?

Now that hurts!

I can't picture you as cold and cruel.

Pre-bi polar meds/PMS...oh yes. It's not something to be proud of. I scared myself.

PMS...oy. I transform into the evil KOBitch when that happens.

or how about it's a womans right to change their mind, could this all be bullshit to try to justify being a bitch and a liar? nahhh Viking